Cousin Time :)

There are so many things to be sad about. And the count down has officially begun. The start of the 3rd week of not seeing the hubby has officially begun but I had a great weekend with the fam bam. Starting with the book club I recommended for my cousin to read the girl with the dragon tattoo. Which I was able to totally enjoy. And she got free tickets to the L.A. County fair so me and all of my family where able to go with her and then iN about 2 weeks we might go shopping since she has a new job. And like always we had a blast. And my doctors appointment went great and I have group on Tuesday. And then another doctors appointment on Friday. All these damn appointments. I have so much going on and so much to think about. But the most important thing of all is my hubby. We may be apart but he is always on my mind and in my heart :)

Positivity

No matter how hard it is for me I have to remain positive. There is a reason why I am still here and things are moving a long so well for me but why I have no idea. Maybe it is because I am an assume person. Ok, so going away to Saint Louis last week to see my brother was great. But seeing him just reminded me how much I miss everyone like crazy. But I have to try to stay positive and a couple of good things still coming up like this book club on Friday and then my bday at the end of next month and then San Diego and my hubbies bday in November and then my nieces bday and our trip to Alabama and then Christmas and New Years. So something to look forward to every month which is good for me cause god knows I have to stay with healthy distractions. So, so far things have been looking really good for me, cause I was able to get my license this week but won't be driving by myself still need my parents so I can get my practice on. And I figured out how to get my insurance reinstated and I have a very important doctors appointment tomorrow at Loma Linda. And then next week at Casa Colina. And then before I know it my hubby will be home so I have to try really hard to stay positive about everything. Love, Angela

Army Strong

Ok this has officially been the best and worst week in my life. I spent the last week in St. Louis visiting my brother at his army graduation. And I am one proud sister and so are my parents and sister too. But to see how much my brother has changed and how much weight he has lost its incredible and motivating too. I need to start working out harder and elementating chocolate from my diet to start. Cause I can't do like he did and go with no sugar at all. In other news I'm still planning on doing this book club and I hope to see everyone there. But there has been some unfortunate cancelations in all my planning. Like my trip to Alabama for Thanksgiving and beer week I just don't know if that is happening anymore its all very much up in the air. And then I don't get to see my hubby for the next 2 months :( but I am still tryinng to be positive about it all and look at the bright side of things. Like I always tell myself I survived 6 whole months without him so I can survive 2 months. Only difference was that in those 6 months I was blessed to see him every weekend but work us getting more intense now and he has to make that money for use to be able to survive. So I have to stay hopeful and optimistic that everything will work it self out in the end cause my positive spirit is the only thing getting me through this difficult time Love, Angela

Goals...

Oak, like I said before I have to set some goals for myself this week. I've acomplished some of the goals I set for myself. I was able to cook dinner for my hubby and do my hair. So this week I want to work out and walk everyday to try to tighten up a little bit for this wedding that I am in this weekend And, like I said before it is a short week cause I'm at my parents house but my hubby will be home on Thursday night cause we have important apppointments on Friday and a wedding rehearsal to go to. And nothing much has been going on I just spent all day in the hospital yesturday cause of this damn headache I have been having so yesturday we visited the ER and spent 8 hours there and they ran all kinds of test but everything came back A ok and they wrote me a prescriptin for the pain. So know i have to just work on acheiving my goals and for my husband to come home. And all I have been thinking about and praying on lately is that his boss gets this bead out here for this job so he can come home and then I can go home too. So if you care too and know how much being apart is tormenting me you will give it positive thoughts too. And the count down has officially started we are all so excited to go see my brother next week at his graduation, and then I am planning beer week and our trip to alabama for thanksgiving and the radiders vs. chargers game at the end of the year. And there is so many birthdays to get something for at this part of the year and then the holidays too. I think its official the last 3 months of the year are my busiest. So much to do and try to squeeze in but in the end it always works out for the best Love, Angela & Brandon

Decisions, Decisions

Well I have done good and been off this blog for the past week and now I have to make serious decisions. I'm already all packed and ready to go see my brother in less then a week and a half and I have the hubby working ob booking a spot for the SD vs. Raider game. And, I still have various things to look into like this wedding next weekend I'm contemplating staying with my parents for the week and getting my nails done and going to the girls practice and stuff to walk with my sister or going out to vegas with the hubby and workout by myself. Staying here sounds better already but just being with him makes it worth it. I only have 3 days to decide :( decisions decisions. My hubby comes home late in the afternoon and then we have a couple of things to look into but first I have to go to the girls soccer games. They are so precious. But me and everyone close to me is still dealing with the same things. 1) this damn injury 2) my brother being gone 3) my neice being gone so much to handle and they say everything happens in groups so there are my 3 but damn we still have some more coming up. Like our aunt Angela leaving to Afghanistan....and we still have rings to look forward too to. Like beer week in SD going to mobile for Thanksgiving, my brothers military graduation and then my neice and brother coming hone for a little bit in December. And then we have all of the great birthdays to think of too. I can't believe I'm gonna be 32 this year and haven't had kids :( they say there is a master plan so I have to just keep on believeing that with everything else Love, Angela & Brandon

The times up....

Yeah so officially tonight times up. Cause me and my hubby had a great 5 day weekend. My doctors appointment went well and now we have to schedule more for the 14th of September. And we still have a lot of things to look forward too. First is this fabulous wedding that I will be apart of and then seeing my brother and then by the end of the month visiting with my hubby again. All this back and forth gets the most out of people but I just try to look at the positive side to everything. So we had fun at the fair yesturday and a good time at the BBQ today but now times up and my hubby has to get up early to go to work. :(