Time Flies...

Time flies when you have so much to do and look forward too. Like this weekend I'm looking forward to being home with the hubby for 5 days. Cause we are going home tomorrow cause I have a very important appointment on Friday, and then Football is back into effect and then Sunday we get to go to the L.A. county fair for $1.00 with some friends and then Tuesday I have group and then next week I'm coming back out to Vegas and it will be another short week for me out there causey then I am in a wedding that weekend and then the following Tuesday I get to fly with my parents and my sister to Saint Louis to go see my brother at his military graduation and thankfully tickets weren't that bad to bye so by then we are already at the end of September which is great cause I am oping that this job will stop at the end/beginning of September/October and he is praying for sometime in November I just don't know if I can last late long. For me the sooner the better but I don't know with all these damn fix it tickets. And then I have to book 2 trips now. The Alabama trip for Thanksgiving and look into going maybe to Denver to see the raiders play. And then of course beer week in San Diego and all the birthdays and holidays in between lol...so much to do and only half the stuff is knocked out so still a lot left so I think I will begin with the game in Denver since it is late in September and thankfully my mom already booked everything to go see my brother. So there is so much to look forward too. ;) Love, Angela & Brandon

Goals...l

Ok so I have been able to reach one of my goals and not right on this blog everyday. So I think from now now on I will set a goal 1x a week. So my goals for this week are to do my hair and cok for my husband tomorrow cause my ultimate goals are to be a good wife and hopefully some day be a good mom. So, so far I have been able to do my hair and hopefully I will be able to cook tomorrow. So thankfully I follow this good blog that has great receipes. And some of my other goals are to write my broher 1x a week until I get to go see him in Saint Louis and be a good book club host and figure out a couple of things.

I know...I know

I know I originally said I wouldn't do this that often but I do find it helpfuL and therapeutic which I need LOL. It's a good way for me to be able to express my feelings. Cause even though I'm part of this awesome study I have a lot of appointments to go to, and I get to express my feelings 1x a month, in a group which is cool. And, I know that I put on the last post that I think I'm depressed :( But I think this all happened to me for a reason, cause I was recently told that I wasn't Gods mistake just his miracle. And I think that there may be some truth to both of that. I just sit back and think he never meant this to happen to me. I'm a professional that can handle all of this so that's why he has blessed me with a great miraculous recovery cause he also hates that I have to deal with this too. I just sit back and try to look at the positive side to everything. And, I may not have any Idea why we are having to deal with all this. I just have come to find out that people are in my life for certain reasons. And my accident has touched so many people. So that is a good thing. So, lately I have just been reading, working out, researching on coupon clipping and what to do for this book club that I am hosting at the end of next. In my honest opion the book club is going to be fabulous. :) Love, Angela Ybanez-Williams

Count down by 4

Yeah I have started counting down this week 4 days until I get to see my hubby this week and then go to Sanit Louis to see mt brother and then Xmas break to hopefully see my niece again and everything is in 4 s. 4 days until I get see my hubby, 4 weeks til my brothers military graduation, and 4 months until Xmas and I hopefully get to see my niece who is way up north (yeah 12 hours away is way far) damn the big long state of Cali. And like I said before they always say things happen for a reason and why you may never know, so i guess i just have to stop asking myself why and try to look the good side of things. Love Angela Ybanez-Williams P.S. I just don't know how much more I can take of all the changes happening in my life I just know that the Depression is setting in :(

Positivity

I try really hard to look at things positively buy its really really hard and prayer only takes us so far :( Ok first my husband went to Vegas to make a lot of money, then my brother left to the military to better himself, and my niece left for school to get more education and she is going to do well cause she is so smArt. The only hard part is I miss them all like crazy, and they say everything happens in 3s so there is my 3. So what should I do with myself besides working out and reading everyday. Any suggestions?

Celebrating....

I know I said I would not write everyday but I had a great day with fabulous people today so thank you for all coming out :) Ok where do I begin cause even though today was not about me I would do it again in a heart beat. I'm so sad that I didn't get to make my cousins Bday this year there at glen ivy and having to miss my other cousins little girls Bday today :( but today was all about being a good friend and the pools and my treatment were a nice bonus LOL. And overall we were able to have a great time :)

The Count Down Begins....

I don't know if I will be ale to write on this blog everyday so I'm going to wait instead until I have something to write about. So, currently I am just dealing with a lot. Still unfortunately dealing with this injury, and my brother and niece are gone and my hubby is working out in Las Vegas and I'm planning this party for tomorrow and some other stuff that I can't put on here so my time is consumed with lots of planning. So lots of things to look forward too. Starting off with my trip to St. Louis to see my brother at his military graduation. Then going to Alabama for Thanksgiving. And thankfully we will be flying this year cause going by car last year was crazy but we were able to save a lot but I will NEVER do that again. I was way to uncomfortable. Lately I find that a lot of my time is consumed by planning and praying for various things. And they say everything happens for a reason but why I am having to through all this I have no clue. So, I am just hoping that one day I do get my license cause the hardest thing for me currently is not working and having to rely on others for everything. Like I said before I'm just use to going where ever when ever I wanted.

Looking Up

I know I have been down lately but I have to stay positive and look at The bright side of everything....no negativity. So things are looking up And im researching were I should volunteer at. Any suggestions? And everyday I'm still working out and getting ready for this fabulous wedding I'm going to be a part of. And yeah it's rough cause he is still working out in Vegas and I am hoping to go visit him real soon. But we have a lot to look forward to any thank god for. I am lucky enough to have a great set of family and friends who are all working hard to stay positive in my life. But it is hard because the only thing I do hate is having to depend on anyone to do stuff for me. I am really use to just picking up and going where ever and when ever I liked too. I think I might have to make this blog a part of my therapy and do post more often....lol Right now I'm just focused on studying cause I would hate for this injury to get in the way of my goals...and I really want to re-register with the BBS and become a Licensed Professional...that is why my volunteer work is so important cause my resume has been blank for the past year so I'm looking into doing something maybe in the hospital and put my degree to use. Cause the other day before my niece left for college which was really hard :( she had a good point. I didn't put all this work and get my masters degree for nothing and she's right I didn't so I have to put my degree to work.