Blessed

It is great that 13 is my lucky number, because 2013 has been a great year so far.  I know I was stressed and depressed at the beginning of this month, but that stress and depression won't hit me again until May.

But thankfully I have a lot of things to look forward too.  A girls night out this Friday then a wedding next month.  And then in June/July have another bachelorette party in Vegas.  Then in August my husbands best friend is getting married and then my best guy friends baby is due.

So, I get to spoil another kid.  But right now I'm focused on spoiling my nieces and making their Easter baskets.

And, then I am also doing great in the study I am in.  My social worker came buy last week and showed me all the progress I have made.  So, we will see what progress I show in August when I Re-test.  And, then this Saturday I have to be apart of a sleep study, because my doctor referred me too one.

So, so far I have been active and able to meet my goals so I set new goals for myself because river/lake season is coming.

Positivity

I have been so depressed lately, things are getting to me and I'm starting to get bored because being at home all day by myself is getting to me.  One can only clean so much.  So, I hate not having a job, no money coming in, so I have to budget and say no to all the fun stuff.  Because I may be disabled and not be able to do things like I use to but it doesn't mean I don't want to get out there and get my party on.  So like always keep us in your prayers.  This will mark a week until our lives will change forever depending on what happens next week.  Those of you close to us know what I am talking about.  But things have been A ok, so far so I shouldn't be so stressed and depressed.  My husband is home for good now, he has a great job only 30 minuets from home that will at least take him through the year.  That's why I am home all day by myself.  So once those checks start coming in we will be A ok.  Because we can live off of his income.  And, I am so glad I have insurance now and  being  treated for headaches.  They were so bad that they were killing me.  And, I have to get my Easter shopping done on my budget.  We have some things to look forward too.  My guy best friend is suppose to have a get together this weekend to celebrate his engagement.  And then, Easter at the end of this month.    And then I think a wedding next month.  And my dads birthday.  And then we are looking at May, which will be my moms bday and Mother's Day, and another friends bday.  And, then we have the summer.  So we get to take our water toys out and I get to get my tan on.  Then also in June is our other friends bday and then the 4th of July, which my block always does a get together. Then we are already looking at August and another wedding to go too.  Which will be lots of fun.  And then we will be into the fall with all the birthdays again.  Man so many things to look forward too, who knows why I am down in the dumps.