Christmas

I think this is the best Christmas too date.  So, many great things and great gifts.  Best of all is being home with my hubby to celebrate.  So far being home has been great.  And then this week we are off to San Diego again to go to the Raider game on Sunday the 30th.  And, have some friends going with us but everyone can come tail gate with us.  And, then when we come back from the game our neighborhood is going to have a block party for New Years.  So, of course we are joining in on that.  Given how cold it is, if you are coming to the block party, remember to bring your sweeter or jacket.

So, so far things have been great.  My husband and I are home for good now.  My brother came home to visit and so did my cousins.  I have medical insurance now.  And we spent Christmas Eve at my parents house and then Christmas Day at Brandon's cousins house.  And, then went on a long ass walk today. So, it has been kind of hectic but good no complaints.  

Home Sweet Home

I am beyond excited to be back Home.  And just received some fabulous news.  I am going home for good on Thursday.  I have so much to do like all the Christmas decorating.  And I may make it a cyber holiday every year because the online shopping was fun.  And then waiting for the boxes and wrapping them all was exciting.

So as of Thursday I will be home for good.  Because my husband is coming home on Friday and then not going back until next Wednesday and then will be home for good next Friday.  So I am going home on Thursday to get my practice on and to be able to be a little more independent.  Cause the only thing I really think this injury is messing with is my memory.  So, I don't know if I ever will be able to become a LCSW.  But so far god has been good to me.

Given I have this damn injury and no memory which is all a blessing in disguise.  My finances are ok, and I haven't worked in over a year. And we still own our home.  Only bad thing is not having any insurance so I am still working on that.  So it is in the process so, I should have it real soon.

But, I still have a lot of things to look forward to.  For one, being home and decorating and getting some Christmas shopping in.  And of course getting to see my niece and cousins for Christmas.  And then we are going to the Raider vs. Charger game in San Diego on December 30th.  And, we are going to make a weekend out of it down in San Diego because we love that city.  And by then I will already be home or good.  So we are leaving for the game on Friday and then making our way back after the game on Sunday.  And we are planning on having a huge tailgating party. So everyone is invited to come down and join us.

And then on December 31st we are going back to our tradition and hosting a New Years party.  And this year my husband talked to our neighbors so it is going to be a New Years block party.  And anyone which is everyone is invited to attend.  So, I hope everyone comes.  Like all my cousins and close friends.  Cause we are having a real nice big party with a DJ and everything.  And, god knows we have enough room if anyone wants to crash.  Just bring your own pillows and blankets.

But overall things have been ok, in these neck of the woods.  Just still focused on my recovery and then all this extra great stuff on top of it.

Thanksgiving Vacation

Our Thanksgiving break was great and we got to go to Alabama.  So we got to spend time with family.  But the beginning of our trip was rough, but we got to see a little bit of Dallas.  Cause we were 2 minutes late to our connecting flight we had to stay the night in Dallas and the airlines did not pay for any thing at all.:(.  So we didn't arrive until Wednesday and then it took use like 4 hours to go 45 mins cause the car kept on breaking down.  And then the car ahead of us with family got a flat tire.  So our arrival came with so much drama.

Ok, so then Thursday was game day and we had good eating and I've gained some weight and so has Brandon.  So time to start dieting.  Then on Friday we headed back down to mobile and saw his mom. And Saturday our cousin Alana had a family gathering at her house and we saw the USC game and a lot of cousins there.  And then Sunday was a church day.

And then the rest of the week we had fun and saw family and went fishing and then on our last Friday we  went to the shooting range with our cousin Jason and I shoot a little bit and had tons of fun.  We were out so late with cousins and then Saturday night flew back home :( it went by so fast.  And then Sunday it rained all day so we spent time with the dogs and doing laundry.  And my whore peanut is pregnant so if you are interested in a pup hit me up.

So now I'm back at my parents house, with my dog and everything is ok over here I just hate not having my independence.  So I am praying my husband grinders out the next 3 weeks and then I can go back home and be a little bit more independent.  And maybe when I get back home I can journal everyday.

So, all in all for thanksgiving I just missed my cousins, the drinking, and the shopping all which I love.

So hopefully for Christmas it will be great too.

Alabama

Ok, this year we spent thanksgiving in Alabama and went to the turkey bowl and it was a good game.  But getting out here we had a rough start and had to stay the night in Dallas Texas cause we were 2 minutes late to our connecting flight.

And being here so far has been great but we will be back home shortly and my husband will be home for good at the end of next month.  And, even though I like being here I still don't like missing things back at home, like my cousins and Black Friday shopping.  But I will get to see my cousins for Christmas, and I have to get use too splitting up my time even though some people are not use to it and in the long run may ruin our trip.

Fall Season

We jumped off our fall season this year by going back to tradition in San Diego :).  It was a great start to the fall season.  So, we celebrated all the November scorpios birthday by celebrating at San Diego's annual beer week with great people.  So Friday night we were at Stone Brewery in Escondido.  And then made our way down from there.  We hit up a couple of bars and a good Mexican restaurant on Saturday to catch some football games.  And ended the night at Gordon Biersch Brewery.  And then on Sunday we watched some more football at Tinys Tavern near the beach.

It was a great weekend and a good way to jump start my husbands vacation.  Cause as of Friday he will be on vacation which is great, because if you ask me I'm more then ready for this job to be over and to get back to NORMAL.

So, still lots to look forward to this fall season. On Saturday we are going with some friends to the USC vs. UCLA game.  And, then my nieces 7th birthday party is on Sunday.   Then, we get to relax and chill on Monday cause then on Tuesday we get to catch a plane to Alabama.  And, are not returning until Saturday December 1st.  Which is my other nieces birthday.  But I won't get to see her or my brother until like the 16th of December :( .

So, from now until next Tuesday and when I get back I hope I am able to get some shopping in.  Cause if you think of it christmas will be here before we know it.  I know no on is residing in our house currently but one thing I would love to do when we get back from Alabama is get to Christmas shopping and decorating.  I may have this damn injury.  But some things never change and I still love to shop :).

Beyond Excited

Ok, it is official I am so excited for a lot of reasons.  I am beyond excited that I get to see my husband this weekend and might be in Las Vegas next week. And, we have a Scorpio birthday celebration to go to on Saturday.  And in 8 days I will be headed to San Diego which I am totally excited about.  I have even started putting things a side to take with me to San Diego.  It is always fun there.  So I am excited to have fun again.  Then when we get back I have to stay out here cause my social worker has a home visit to do and that weekend we have a lot going on.  The 17th is the USC game and then the 18th is one of my nieces birthdays, and then on the 20th off to Alabama we go to see more family and to go to the Tuskgee game.  So by the time we come back it will already be December and I have a ton of birthdays and holidays to buy for.  And we have to buy our Christmas tree and decorate the house, cause the plan is for my husband to come home before the holidays hit hard.  So, we have that and then the raider game in San Diego and then the New Years party at our house.  And, everyone and anyone is invited to attend that.  So, I have a lot of things to look forward too and plan.  But god knows I am better occupied then not.  That is why I have been researching any good detox diets.  And, I know all my close friends think I am skinny enough, but I don't think so.  So, I am just looking for a way to drop 5 lbs before the holidays hit.  Cause with all the eating I don't want to be gaining any weight.  So, does anyone know of a good successful detox diet cause I really want to do one. And, I think the best time will be now since I never have an appetite cause of the brain injury.  So, my body is never hungry, cause my brain does not tell my body.  That and not being able to work or drive :( are my only know side effects of the brain injury.  But, overall not that bad.  Cause I know people in my situation have it all pretty bad.  So I have to thank all of  my blessings and keep moving forward.  Even though I can't work doesn't mean I don't wanna be a LCSW and thats why I have been getting my study on :)

Change of Plans....

As of today I was suppose to be in Las Vegas already, but we had an unexpected change of plans.  Yesturday we had the truck worked on and we went out to eat and when we got home he was SOOOO tired.  So, we opted to play it save and have him drive straight to work this morning and come get me next weekend.  So hopefully I will be Las Vegas bound next weekend.  Still lots of things to look forward too and I had a great birthday weekend. The next thing is,  Halloween, so I hope I get to see the girls dressed up and join them trick or treating.  Then November 1st is mt aunts birthday.  And, then I only have 2 weeks until I am San Diego bound with my husband for his birthday and his best friends birthday.  It is so funny that they are so similar and their birthdasys are so close together.  Damn November Scorpios..  And, then November 17th is the USC game and then the 18th is my neices Birthday, and she will be 7 this year.  And, then off to Alabama we go on the 20th.  And we will be there for 2 weeks.  So, then by the time we get back it will already be December and time to decorate the house.  And, my other neices 18th birthday.  But unfortunately this year we wont see her for her birthday cause she is away at school.  Then my brother's birthday.  And, we have no idea if and when we will get to see him again.  So, we dont know if he is coming home or if the east cost is in our future.  And, I am ready for hurricane season to be over just in case we have to go back east.  And, then my other cousins birthday on the 22nd.  Then Christmas and New Years, and the Raider game in San Diego.  And, then my sisters birthday on the 17th of January.  So much to do, and so many people to buy for, that my list of people keeps on getting longer and longer.  So I am a busy bee cause things won't calm down until the middle of January of next year.  I have so much to do and had some great ideas given to me this weekend in my recovery, oh yeah and school is in my future.  I promise to apply in the next few weeks.

Surprise

It was the best birthday ever. It was great having a lot of birthday wishes and all the love and support. And, the gifts were great too. Best part of all was that my husband sent me flowers and came home to surprise me. And I was sooooo surprised. We have been together 11 years. So the last 11 years we have always spent together for our birthdays. And then, today Friday the 26th. I went out to breakfast with my great friend Natasha. And she paid for me to get my nails done too. And then tomorrow my husband will be home because of work. And, I have a comedy show to go to in Irvine with some other great girl friends. So we wont be Vegas bound until Sunday after some of the football games. Then I might be Vegas bound until his Birthday weekend. Which we are spending in San Diego this year. We have to get back to our traditions. Then on the 17th of November we have a USC game to go too. Then the 18th is one of my nieces birthdays which should be fun. Then off to Alabama we go. To spend 2 week outs there for Thanksgiving. So by the time we come bach it will be December 1st. And, my other neices birthday. But she is away at College and wont come back until we are closer to Christmas. And, then the 8th is my brothers birthday. And we are all waiting on word, weather he will be shippec or not, and to where. So as of right now we dont know if he will be home for christmas and a trip to Vegas for his birthday or not. So a lot is riding on that, so I am just keeping all of my options open. Who knows where I will be, or what I will be doing in December. I just know one of 3 places. Either here in California or in Virginia or in Las Vegas. And, then I am also keeping my fingers crossed that my husband comes home in December and finds a good job out here too. Just currently weighing some of our options. Like lokking into refinancing our home, ans saling my car, and getting my insurance. Which is all in the proces. All, I know is my friend gave me a lot of great recommendations. So, I need to get to work and try some stuff out. So ovall I feel like things are great.

Happy Birthday

Today has been awesome. Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. So, tonight I am going to have family over for some yummy food and cake. But, this year doesn't compare to last year. Last year was very dramatize and my husband was around. But this year I am still getting better and we are care free. But my husband is not around :(. But he sent me some great flowers for my birthday. And I still have things to look forward too. Like every day I find myself thanking god for so many things. Like the fact that my recover is going so well and that we are now in the home stretch. Because the plan is for husband to come home in December and hopefully find work out here. And I find myself really busy these days. Because tomorrow I am going out with a good friend for breakfast. And then Saturday going out with some great girl friends to the Irvine Improve. And then on Sunday watch the football games at home and then off to Las Vegas I go. And the plan is to stay there for 2 weeks. And then head down to San Diego for my husbands birthday. Then the following week is the USC game we are going to and my nieces birthday and then off to Alabama we go. By the time we come back from Alabama it will be December and my other nieces birthday. And then after that my brothers birthday. And then Christmas the raider game, And New Years. So much to look forward too. Ok, so so far I don't know where I will be in December I just no I am flexible to be anywhere. But there is so much to look forward to and shopping to do. I have so many people to buy stuff for. I don't even know where to begin. Love, Angela and Brandon

Unbelievable

My life right now is unbelievable and I would never wish anyone to have to endure what I am enduring currently enduring and what I have to still endure for the next couple of months. I had a great week and weekend with my hubby since we went out on a date night. But I still have some things to look forward too like my bday and then my BFFs bday celebration and going out with my good friend. And then next month there is so much starting off with my hubby bday in San Diego we have to go since we werent able to go last year. then the usc game, then my nieces bday, then a trip to Alabama to go see family for thanksgiving. And then December I have my other nieces bday and my brothers and then she will definetly come home for Christmas and so will my brother hopefully if not a trip to Virginia is in my future. And then of course the holidays and then the end of the year raider game in San Diego and then we have to start our tradition back up and host a New Years party at our house. It is always a great time having it there and anyone is invited. Ok I think that wraps up the next couple of months for me. And I have so many things to look forward too which is good. Cause if you we're to ask me I would say nothing is wrong with me but going from a helper to a helpee. so if you want to do good for me and be apart of my treatment...treat me like you always have. Cause I may have this injury and everything short term is impaired but not long term. So over all I am still the same person. And would love to be treated the same. Ok so, so far game tickets too both games are bought and so are plane tickets. Here's to trying to make the most of the next couple of months. Love, Angela and Brandon

Excitement

I'm so excited. We are in the home stretch and I have been able to survive a couple of months so I definitely will be able to service a few weeks. I have so many mixed emotions about this shitty life I am living cause it is bad and yes I sad it is shitty cause i am having to deal with a whole lot but I have to try to stay positive. Still don't know what I am going to do or where I am going to be for my birthday but the celebrating has begun, cause the next few months are full of everything, birthdays and holidays. And at the the end of this month I am going to a comedy show for my BFFs birthday. But let me start from the beginning this weekend I will see my husband and then spend a week to a week and a hall out in Vegas then come back cause I have an appointment on the 19th of this month and then the comedy show on the 27th with some of my favorite girls. And then after that I will be down in Vegas again and then off to San Diego for our traditional birthday get away for my husband and to watch some football down there and then my nieces birthday and she will be 7 this year and then our outing to Alabama for Thanksgiving and then after that who knows if this job will end at the end of November or beginning of December. All I care about is being with my husband so by the end of this month beginning of next month it doesn't matter if he is here or there cause I will be with him wherever. So that's why I am beyond excited. And I guess the reason I have to deal with this injury and why it happened to me was so that I can be where ever he is. So, as hard as this is I have to stay positive because he is my soul provider. So in construction you have to always go where the work is. And if he stayed home he would not be working as much and be home a lot more. Which is a good thing emotionally but bad financially. And, again we both have so many plans for the financial well being that we are being placed in. That at the end of the day we are both happy. Love, Angela and Brandon

Changes

Ok so there has been a recent change of plans I am going to be Vegas bound this weekend to see my husband. And we are no longer going to Alabama this month we will have to just pay our respects next month when we go. And everything so far on my end has been going great. I've been reading and getting my exercise on every day cause I want to try to remain skinny for the holidays and my nurelogist says reading is good for my brain injury cause god knows everyone gains weight during this time of the year. I still need to decide what to do for my birthday this month. Go out somewhere or just stay home and pass it by like a usual day. I don't know I'm thinking that I may need to do something again this year and thank god that I am still here cause I know there is a reason but why I have no idea. And Brandon says his job in Vegas is going really well and thank god for it cause we/I have so many plans with that money he is making out there whenever he gets back home. And I have to thank god he even has a job cause it is really slow out there. But I still go to bed every night praying that time just flies bye or that the job ends sooner instead of later cause I am ready for him and me to be home cause being at home gives me a sense of normalicy and things have been so out of whack since August of 2011. So I need things to start turning around but I strongly believe that they eventually will. But I keep on praying sooner instead of later. Love, Angela and Brandon

Cousin Time :)

There are so many things to be sad about. And the count down has officially begun. The start of the 3rd week of not seeing the hubby has officially begun but I had a great weekend with the fam bam. Starting with the book club I recommended for my cousin to read the girl with the dragon tattoo. Which I was able to totally enjoy. And she got free tickets to the L.A. County fair so me and all of my family where able to go with her and then iN about 2 weeks we might go shopping since she has a new job. And like always we had a blast. And my doctors appointment went great and I have group on Tuesday. And then another doctors appointment on Friday. All these damn appointments. I have so much going on and so much to think about. But the most important thing of all is my hubby. We may be apart but he is always on my mind and in my heart :)

Positivity

No matter how hard it is for me I have to remain positive. There is a reason why I am still here and things are moving a long so well for me but why I have no idea. Maybe it is because I am an assume person. Ok, so going away to Saint Louis last week to see my brother was great. But seeing him just reminded me how much I miss everyone like crazy. But I have to try to stay positive and a couple of good things still coming up like this book club on Friday and then my bday at the end of next month and then San Diego and my hubbies bday in November and then my nieces bday and our trip to Alabama and then Christmas and New Years. So something to look forward to every month which is good for me cause god knows I have to stay with healthy distractions. So, so far things have been looking really good for me, cause I was able to get my license this week but won't be driving by myself still need my parents so I can get my practice on. And I figured out how to get my insurance reinstated and I have a very important doctors appointment tomorrow at Loma Linda. And then next week at Casa Colina. And then before I know it my hubby will be home so I have to try really hard to stay positive about everything. Love, Angela

Army Strong

Ok this has officially been the best and worst week in my life. I spent the last week in St. Louis visiting my brother at his army graduation. And I am one proud sister and so are my parents and sister too. But to see how much my brother has changed and how much weight he has lost its incredible and motivating too. I need to start working out harder and elementating chocolate from my diet to start. Cause I can't do like he did and go with no sugar at all. In other news I'm still planning on doing this book club and I hope to see everyone there. But there has been some unfortunate cancelations in all my planning. Like my trip to Alabama for Thanksgiving and beer week I just don't know if that is happening anymore its all very much up in the air. And then I don't get to see my hubby for the next 2 months :( but I am still tryinng to be positive about it all and look at the bright side of things. Like I always tell myself I survived 6 whole months without him so I can survive 2 months. Only difference was that in those 6 months I was blessed to see him every weekend but work us getting more intense now and he has to make that money for use to be able to survive. So I have to stay hopeful and optimistic that everything will work it self out in the end cause my positive spirit is the only thing getting me through this difficult time Love, Angela

Goals...

Oak, like I said before I have to set some goals for myself this week. I've acomplished some of the goals I set for myself. I was able to cook dinner for my hubby and do my hair. So this week I want to work out and walk everyday to try to tighten up a little bit for this wedding that I am in this weekend And, like I said before it is a short week cause I'm at my parents house but my hubby will be home on Thursday night cause we have important apppointments on Friday and a wedding rehearsal to go to. And nothing much has been going on I just spent all day in the hospital yesturday cause of this damn headache I have been having so yesturday we visited the ER and spent 8 hours there and they ran all kinds of test but everything came back A ok and they wrote me a prescriptin for the pain. So know i have to just work on acheiving my goals and for my husband to come home. And all I have been thinking about and praying on lately is that his boss gets this bead out here for this job so he can come home and then I can go home too. So if you care too and know how much being apart is tormenting me you will give it positive thoughts too. And the count down has officially started we are all so excited to go see my brother next week at his graduation, and then I am planning beer week and our trip to alabama for thanksgiving and the radiders vs. chargers game at the end of the year. And there is so many birthdays to get something for at this part of the year and then the holidays too. I think its official the last 3 months of the year are my busiest. So much to do and try to squeeze in but in the end it always works out for the best Love, Angela & Brandon

Decisions, Decisions

Well I have done good and been off this blog for the past week and now I have to make serious decisions. I'm already all packed and ready to go see my brother in less then a week and a half and I have the hubby working ob booking a spot for the SD vs. Raider game. And, I still have various things to look into like this wedding next weekend I'm contemplating staying with my parents for the week and getting my nails done and going to the girls practice and stuff to walk with my sister or going out to vegas with the hubby and workout by myself. Staying here sounds better already but just being with him makes it worth it. I only have 3 days to decide :( decisions decisions. My hubby comes home late in the afternoon and then we have a couple of things to look into but first I have to go to the girls soccer games. They are so precious. But me and everyone close to me is still dealing with the same things. 1) this damn injury 2) my brother being gone 3) my neice being gone so much to handle and they say everything happens in groups so there are my 3 but damn we still have some more coming up. Like our aunt Angela leaving to Afghanistan....and we still have rings to look forward too to. Like beer week in SD going to mobile for Thanksgiving, my brothers military graduation and then my neice and brother coming hone for a little bit in December. And then we have all of the great birthdays to think of too. I can't believe I'm gonna be 32 this year and haven't had kids :( they say there is a master plan so I have to just keep on believeing that with everything else Love, Angela & Brandon

The times up....

Yeah so officially tonight times up. Cause me and my hubby had a great 5 day weekend. My doctors appointment went well and now we have to schedule more for the 14th of September. And we still have a lot of things to look forward too. First is this fabulous wedding that I will be apart of and then seeing my brother and then by the end of the month visiting with my hubby again. All this back and forth gets the most out of people but I just try to look at the positive side to everything. So we had fun at the fair yesturday and a good time at the BBQ today but now times up and my hubby has to get up early to go to work. :(

Time Flies...

Time flies when you have so much to do and look forward too. Like this weekend I'm looking forward to being home with the hubby for 5 days. Cause we are going home tomorrow cause I have a very important appointment on Friday, and then Football is back into effect and then Sunday we get to go to the L.A. county fair for $1.00 with some friends and then Tuesday I have group and then next week I'm coming back out to Vegas and it will be another short week for me out there causey then I am in a wedding that weekend and then the following Tuesday I get to fly with my parents and my sister to Saint Louis to go see my brother at his military graduation and thankfully tickets weren't that bad to bye so by then we are already at the end of September which is great cause I am oping that this job will stop at the end/beginning of September/October and he is praying for sometime in November I just don't know if I can last late long. For me the sooner the better but I don't know with all these damn fix it tickets. And then I have to book 2 trips now. The Alabama trip for Thanksgiving and look into going maybe to Denver to see the raiders play. And then of course beer week in San Diego and all the birthdays and holidays in between lol...so much to do and only half the stuff is knocked out so still a lot left so I think I will begin with the game in Denver since it is late in September and thankfully my mom already booked everything to go see my brother. So there is so much to look forward too. ;) Love, Angela & Brandon

Goals...l

Ok so I have been able to reach one of my goals and not right on this blog everyday. So I think from now now on I will set a goal 1x a week. So my goals for this week are to do my hair and cok for my husband tomorrow cause my ultimate goals are to be a good wife and hopefully some day be a good mom. So, so far I have been able to do my hair and hopefully I will be able to cook tomorrow. So thankfully I follow this good blog that has great receipes. And some of my other goals are to write my broher 1x a week until I get to go see him in Saint Louis and be a good book club host and figure out a couple of things.

I know...I know

I know I originally said I wouldn't do this that often but I do find it helpfuL and therapeutic which I need LOL. It's a good way for me to be able to express my feelings. Cause even though I'm part of this awesome study I have a lot of appointments to go to, and I get to express my feelings 1x a month, in a group which is cool. And, I know that I put on the last post that I think I'm depressed :( But I think this all happened to me for a reason, cause I was recently told that I wasn't Gods mistake just his miracle. And I think that there may be some truth to both of that. I just sit back and think he never meant this to happen to me. I'm a professional that can handle all of this so that's why he has blessed me with a great miraculous recovery cause he also hates that I have to deal with this too. I just sit back and try to look at the positive side to everything. And, I may not have any Idea why we are having to deal with all this. I just have come to find out that people are in my life for certain reasons. And my accident has touched so many people. So that is a good thing. So, lately I have just been reading, working out, researching on coupon clipping and what to do for this book club that I am hosting at the end of next. In my honest opion the book club is going to be fabulous. :) Love, Angela Ybanez-Williams

Count down by 4

Yeah I have started counting down this week 4 days until I get to see my hubby this week and then go to Sanit Louis to see mt brother and then Xmas break to hopefully see my niece again and everything is in 4 s. 4 days until I get see my hubby, 4 weeks til my brothers military graduation, and 4 months until Xmas and I hopefully get to see my niece who is way up north (yeah 12 hours away is way far) damn the big long state of Cali. And like I said before they always say things happen for a reason and why you may never know, so i guess i just have to stop asking myself why and try to look the good side of things. Love Angela Ybanez-Williams P.S. I just don't know how much more I can take of all the changes happening in my life I just know that the Depression is setting in :(

Positivity

I try really hard to look at things positively buy its really really hard and prayer only takes us so far :( Ok first my husband went to Vegas to make a lot of money, then my brother left to the military to better himself, and my niece left for school to get more education and she is going to do well cause she is so smArt. The only hard part is I miss them all like crazy, and they say everything happens in 3s so there is my 3. So what should I do with myself besides working out and reading everyday. Any suggestions?

Celebrating....

I know I said I would not write everyday but I had a great day with fabulous people today so thank you for all coming out :) Ok where do I begin cause even though today was not about me I would do it again in a heart beat. I'm so sad that I didn't get to make my cousins Bday this year there at glen ivy and having to miss my other cousins little girls Bday today :( but today was all about being a good friend and the pools and my treatment were a nice bonus LOL. And overall we were able to have a great time :)

The Count Down Begins....

I don't know if I will be ale to write on this blog everyday so I'm going to wait instead until I have something to write about. So, currently I am just dealing with a lot. Still unfortunately dealing with this injury, and my brother and niece are gone and my hubby is working out in Las Vegas and I'm planning this party for tomorrow and some other stuff that I can't put on here so my time is consumed with lots of planning. So lots of things to look forward too. Starting off with my trip to St. Louis to see my brother at his military graduation. Then going to Alabama for Thanksgiving. And thankfully we will be flying this year cause going by car last year was crazy but we were able to save a lot but I will NEVER do that again. I was way to uncomfortable. Lately I find that a lot of my time is consumed by planning and praying for various things. And they say everything happens for a reason but why I am having to through all this I have no clue. So, I am just hoping that one day I do get my license cause the hardest thing for me currently is not working and having to rely on others for everything. Like I said before I'm just use to going where ever when ever I wanted.

Looking Up

I know I have been down lately but I have to stay positive and look at The bright side of everything....no negativity. So things are looking up And im researching were I should volunteer at. Any suggestions? And everyday I'm still working out and getting ready for this fabulous wedding I'm going to be a part of. And yeah it's rough cause he is still working out in Vegas and I am hoping to go visit him real soon. But we have a lot to look forward to any thank god for. I am lucky enough to have a great set of family and friends who are all working hard to stay positive in my life. But it is hard because the only thing I do hate is having to depend on anyone to do stuff for me. I am really use to just picking up and going where ever and when ever I liked too. I think I might have to make this blog a part of my therapy and do post more often....lol Right now I'm just focused on studying cause I would hate for this injury to get in the way of my goals...and I really want to re-register with the BBS and become a Licensed Professional...that is why my volunteer work is so important cause my resume has been blank for the past year so I'm looking into doing something maybe in the hospital and put my degree to use. Cause the other day before my niece left for college which was really hard :( she had a good point. I didn't put all this work and get my masters degree for nothing and she's right I didn't so I have to put my degree to work.

Living the Good Life...

It's been awhile but I'm still here....


I know I didn't even put a post about us celebrating our 1 year anniversary but my wonderful husband surprised me by staying home.  Cause we have been dealing with a lot since he has been away from home for  a couple of mo ths so him being home was a great surprise :) 


I don't even know where to start lol....but I am still dealing with injury and living withi my parents :( but if u ask me I would say nothing is wrong but the fact that I can't care for my self or drive and work there is...it's just hard for me to admit it cause I really don't realize it.  


And for those of you that would like to know my great husband surprised me for our anniversary he got me a new under water digital camera and some flowers and we went out to eat :) and had some delicious Italian food.  


So my days noware just consumed with me working out and I'm in Vegas now just visiting but I am still going home every weekend to take care of  some stuff....


But this year of my life is very memorable for not a lot of great reasons but I still have my head up but why this happened I may never know but Ihavetojust keep on going so I am.

1. Geez.....

Its been awhile but I'm back with the help from my wonderful brother and thanks to my great family and awesome husband I'm still around.  Just doing a lot of recuperating right now and I'm focused on that.

 For those of that  don't know I was in a horrific accident and having to deal with a brain injury now with no benefits and no insurance.  And they say everything happens for a reason but why I am and everyone close to me is having to deal with this  I don't know just thankful that I am still here.

I only care about getting better and my friends Wedding which I am in and I am currently planning her bachlorette party which should be fun.  

So overall I'm doing well cause I'm having to deal with my husband being away because of work and my brother leaving next month because he is joining the military.  So everything sucks right now but I am dealing with it with the help of my parents, my aunt and my brother.