Positivity

I have been so depressed lately, things are getting to me and I'm starting to get bored because being at home all day by myself is getting to me.  One can only clean so much.  So, I hate not having a job, no money coming in, so I have to budget and say no to all the fun stuff.  Because I may be disabled and not be able to do things like I use to but it doesn't mean I don't want to get out there and get my party on.  So like always keep us in your prayers.  This will mark a week until our lives will change forever depending on what happens next week.  Those of you close to us know what I am talking about.  But things have been A ok, so far so I shouldn't be so stressed and depressed.  My husband is home for good now, he has a great job only 30 minuets from home that will at least take him through the year.  That's why I am home all day by myself.  So once those checks start coming in we will be A ok.  Because we can live off of his income.  And, I am so glad I have insurance now and  being  treated for headaches.  They were so bad that they were killing me.  And, I have to get my Easter shopping done on my budget.  We have some things to look forward too.  My guy best friend is suppose to have a get together this weekend to celebrate his engagement.  And then, Easter at the end of this month.    And then I think a wedding next month.  And my dads birthday.  And then we are looking at May, which will be my moms bday and Mother's Day, and another friends bday.  And, then we have the summer.  So we get to take our water toys out and I get to get my tan on.  Then also in June is our other friends bday and then the 4th of July, which my block always does a get together. Then we are already looking at August and another wedding to go too.  Which will be lots of fun.  And then we will be into the fall with all the birthdays again.  Man so many things to look forward too, who knows why I am down in the dumps.