Feeling Blah
The last two days I have been feeling blah. I swear I hope this feeling doesn't continue. I have been waking up and doing the same routine so you would think that I would be ok but NO just feeling so BLAH. Like yestrday it was a long ass day because my husband had to work overtime so he wasnt home until 7:00pm. So, it's like what do I do with my day besides play games online all damn day, cook, clean etc. It gets a little tiresome. But, its not like I have any else better to do :S
Today, has been another bad day because since my mother in law is in two I took advantage and went to the DMV. But the damn DMV wont give me my permit because I need medical clearance, and my doctor told me he wont give me medical clearance until I go to therapy and I can't go to therapy without my DAMN permit. So, now I have no idea what to do. I am just so frustrated :S
I kind of like my neices idea of writing down my feelings it is kind of helping :) I cant believe my birthday is this month. I just feel so damn blah. Not another year already :S I just look at it like I am getting older and no kids to speak of :S I want this year to just hurry up and be over with even though 13 is my lucky number :S
Another thing is this. I know facebook exist and I like to post stuff about my day and how I am feeling but not for anyone to take it personnally. Trust I will never hurt myself so dont worry so much about me and call and text me and shed tears and post crap talking about yourself. It isn't about you, I just like to post things because it helps me :) So, it isn't about you.
